For already a few years, I've felt uninspired. Whatever I try to paint or to draw, I start hating it the next day. I'm never satisfied, so there are hundreds of unfinished paintings, hundreds of inchoate comics.

Sometimes I think of cessation. I mean, I feel that I still refine my poor skills, but on the other hand there're so many better people out there.

Is it still worth trying to get better and better without ever finishing anything?
What are you doing to motivate yourself to keep on drawing and painting?

To be honest, I'm jealous of those people who can upload their artworks without worrying if those might not be perfect! I wished I could do that, too, without remorses...

When I take a look at my gallery, I always have the want to delete all my pictures. Every few month I do this.

Whatever I draw or paint, be it boring or intricate, no-one seems to find any of my art works here.

Could it be that I always select the wrong categories? Or that I should better submit at the weekend?

... just a joke!
I still don't have any idea what to do. My homepage will never be finished since I'm not good at designing.

Of course, I could do something standart but the point is that I even don't have any idea for a header illustration.

I wished I was more creative.

(Maybe I should draw blasphemic things... that would be fun...)

Well, I decided not to come back, since I'm really lazy at the moment.

I sadly don't realize any progresses in drawing or painting. That's really disappointing.
And the pictures I made aren't good enough to be shown here.

When I have more time in future, I will draw something better with more detail and so on...

About one or two years ago, I actually left dA because all these new functions overextendend me. I'm really impatient and lazy in a way.

But yesterday I thought: Give it a try!

You probably wonder why I changed my mind.
On one hand I want to show my latest artworks and on the other hand I hope that someone would like to get something drawn or painted by me.

At the moment I really would like to have a 6- or 12-issue subscribtion of "International artist magazine" and the latest exhibition catalog of Scholten Japanese Art gallery in New York.

Well then... Now I'm back.